Thank you to my Beautiful Beta SparklingWand (JM McDonald)! Please join me in congratulating her, she just recently found out that the book she is writing titled "Guardian is being published and you can find it on store shelves in Summer 2011 !
Thank you to my amazing Proof Reader Twimoments (Jackie)! Love you woman more than you'll ever know!
Thank you for your amazing reviews on chapter 6, and coming up in chapter 8 we'll get another piece of Edward! Right now though here is a peek inside my Jasper's mind and if your anything like me you'll fall in love with him by the end of this chapter! Please review bad or good I love them all!
Beta suggested playlist: Anymore by Travis Tritt, Broken by Seether, Everything by Lifehouse, & More Than Words Can Say by Alias
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'My Everything'
My heart beats for you, my soul longs for you,
Can you hear me when I call for you?
I had my moment, I had my chance,
wasted time dwelling on the past,
I took life for granted thought time would last,
alone and longing, never belonging
No more time to waste in this instance,
I'm tired of watching you from a distance.
I'm yours to have, yours to hold, could I be so bold?
As to ask you my love, for a gift from God above.
One last chance, One beautiful dance.
Shine your love through this night,
so from Darkness comes Light!
Written by: SparklingWand and DreamsOfEdward
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~Jasper~
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I had been sitting in my brother's driveway now for what seemed like hours, but in fact was only a few minutes. I was desperately trying to 'will' myself to get out of the car and go to the door.In the last few months I'd had some of the most difficult moments of my life. One of them most certainly being the day we all found out that Alice, my sweet Alice, had cancer. We learned that it is not just any cancer either, but a very rare form of leukemia that she most certainly would die from.
I remember the phone call from Edward on that fucked- up day, and every second of it killed me. Why? Well, for starters, Alice was going to die. My sweet, loving, gorgeous, sexy as fuck, Alice, the one and only girl I had never been able to keep myself from loving. Of course, the fucked-up fool that I am, also had to be in love with the one girl that was off limits to me, because she was married to my fucking little brother.
